becoming

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the trail of a family becoming

Friday’s Fun

Sometimes, mom’s forwarded email can be so funny:

A LIVING WILL

A man & his wife were sitting in the kitchen. After a cup of coffee, the man said to his wife. “Dear, I never want to live in a vegetable state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all, if that ever happens, just pull the plug.”

So she got up, unplugged the computer and threw out his bottle of wine.

Have a good day and think before you speak.

The Hill

And talking about Once, of course, who can forget this beautiful, heart-breaking song, The Hill?

Looking up the hill tonight
When you have closed your eyes,
I wish I didn’t have to make
all those mistakes and be wise.
Please try to be patient
and know that I’m still learning.
I’m sorry that you have to see
the strength inside me burning.

Where are you my angel now?
Don’t you see me crying?
And I know that you can’t do it all
But you can’t say I’m not trying.
I’m on my knees in front of him
But he doesn’t seem to see me.
But all his troubles on his mind
is looking right through me.
And I’m letting myself down
by satisfying you.
And I wished that you could see
I have my troubles, too.

Lookin’ at you sleeping,
I’m with a man I know.
I’m sitting here weeping
while the hours pass so slow,
And I know that in the mornin’
I have to let you go
And you’ll be just a man
once I used to know,
Before these past few days
someone I don’t recognize
This isn’t all my fault.
When will you realize?

Lookin’ at you leavin’,
I’m looking for a sign

間奏曲:一個期待結局的國度

間奏曲:一個期待結局的國度(兩約之間的時代)

Feb 24 2008

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  3. 經文3:馬可福音全卷

The After-Commerical Acceptance Speech

I told you it is good. Yes, it is now “oscar-winning” good.

And be sure to read Irglová’s wonderful “brought back after commercial” acceptance speech!


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It’s (not) over.

From Anson in Vancouver:

After 6 years of getting ready for this, the time has finally come.
These 6 years have not been a waste of time, because God has slowly done some work in our hearts.
In those heartfelt words and tearful prayers, I can see the deep convictions and faith of our parishioners.
It is more than a protest against something, it is a journey of discipleship and carrying the cross.
Today I feel how liberating it is when we are willing to give everything up, including our money, assets, title, rights, years of hard work, and even the sentiments that come with it…. giving it all up for the Gospel, for the sake of being obedient and faithful to God.

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Send him and his church words of encouragement; show them support; pray for them. Do whatever you can to let them know that they are not alone in this!

可以嗎?

又是一個「豬肉湯」的晚上。

輾轉反側,還是為了五月的退修會。

我想做到當中真的有安靜的時間,真的可以閒話「家」常,各人分享、經歷、一同察驗神在我們當中,原來一直在這裡。

因為我知道,我們真的需要「退」、真的要休息,否則我們永遠不能體會「要知道我是神」,究竟是甚麼意思。

於是我拼命的想,怎樣才可以叫多些弟兄姊妹參加?能夠願意報名、願意去?

是要收費便宜一點?是要宣傳力度大一點?是schedule做得輕鬆一點?…

但一切還未出街,已經聽到這家或者不去、那個未必參加…

在床上,我問自己很多次,是為了甚麼,我這麼在乎今次參加的人數?是否因此我是主席?是因為這是「我的退修會」?

但不論我問了自己多少次,我的答案仍然「不是」。

我是真心希望弟兄姊妹能夠從所擺上的,得著益處。

我希望弟兄姊妹能珍惜這樣的機會。

現在,我覺得自己和時間在競賽。

要找的人、會推(辭)的人,實在太多,也可以太多…

於是,我徬惶。

似乎最不懂「要知道我是神」是甚麼意思的,在這裡已經棟著一個。

還是你為我預備你要用的人罷。

還是你去感動那些你要在這聚會中向他說話的人罷。

因為到最後,我只是盼望別人能看見的,是你,不是我。

爸爸,可以嗎?

Pan’s Labyrinth

若然路益師的「獅子•女巫•魔衣櫥」(The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe)面對著一面鏡子的話,它的倒影就必然是「魔間迷宮」(Pan’s Labyrinth)。以童話故事的形式去顛覆童話故事本身;整齣電影留下一種「大時代,小心靈」不能磨滅的憂傷。搖籃曲的主調永恆地襯托著整套電影。現實和幻想的兩個世界不斷的交叉出現。但究竟,哪個才是真實和終極?

主角Ofelia是一個柔弱的小女孩。但故事巧妙地,在最後將一個人看起來的終結,徹底反轉了。她有近乎基督的特質。復活的本身是預設了死亡。真正的權力,在於能夠甘願的將之捨去。她那法西斯後父從來也沒有真正的權力,殘忍只是無能的一種掩飾。

這是「神揀選了世上軟弱的,叫那強壯的羞愧」的一個相當不錯的現代比喻(parable)。

So Cool and Unique

If I have a say in how to build my own house, I would love one of these: